carve the guilt in me

Sometimes I rather be alone than be with the people whom I love. Not to say that I am selfish or ignorant but I feel that I am a burden at times. The stares and blinks really make me realize the thing i am ought to be harnessing in myself, guilt. I am such a lucky person to have such wonderful people around me, supporting me and making my life a heaven life. Through thick and thin. And not forgetting my darling love ... Some would not be so lucky like I am. Yet I should have some guilt in me that I've been unaware of all those all this while. Such an ungrateful servant.